tazkirahrahrahrah

teruk.
kalau boleh bgtau laaa...
ya.. i wanna scream... says "yes! i missed u!"
whisper... "damn much"
mcm xboleh lupa dia even a minute.
terrible gua cakap lu.
but then.. nothing can fix it..
cuma hari2 remind.. 'bertabahlah...
'someones better for u InshaaAllah'
nothing impossible to Allah kan.
=)

dulu.. i tot like, i need someone to guide me..
a man opkos..
wait, what...
i mean husbandlahh.
but now.. ntahlaa.. i dun really need that kot...
what i need is only Allah.
Dia punya hidayah tu.

own experiences.
own mistake.
own stupidity.
guidance terbaik sbenanya..

things happened.
marrying someones is still my dreams
i dun wanna die with dreams.. i wanna die with memories anyway.
all i need is wait kan.. with praying!
Allah will give it in a best time. kan...
if no for me... i mean bukan disini, tp disana.. then nvm.. i think i am in a better path rite now.
itupun dah sgt2 Alhamdulillah..

tp mungkin rasa yg di'tanam' oleh beliau dlm diri ni.. *tudiaaa, ditanam baqhang.. i can't forgive..
phewwww. payah. still trying..
in other side i was think betapa maha besar Allah itu. yup... maha pengampun. utk dosa sebesar2 alam.. sedangkan sy, salah org kat sy sikit pun kemain payah nk lupa. allahuakbar.

i'm still in my really2 comfort zone.
rasa macam malasnyelaaaa nk keluar.
but i tell u what.. so comfort. betul....
2015 is coming...
difficult year i tot.
dgn gstnya...
dgn ekonomi negara mcm...... u noe what i mean..
huiii. murahkan la rezeki aku... dan kamu juge. =)
utk start business tahun depan laaaaaa.. adoi.
mcm xmau berbisnes pun ada aihhh.
dok umah jadi baby sitter lagi best!!!!!
byk masa. kurang stress. kurang expenses.
yg worstnya kurang berduit, kurang bersosial, kurang berkawan.
kikiki
kisah pulak aku..
yg penting aku gembira tidak terkata.
dulu xdapat happy ni.
dulu slalu pikiaq apa org kata..
but now happy sgt2.
sbb ada org pesan... kalau nk happy, solatlah di awal waktu.
dulu manjang.. sat la. satg la.. seminit lagi seminit lagi! seminit = setengah jam actually.
but now bila terjaga semua tu... ya sgt betul. sgt bahagia. rasa dah sgt berjaya dah.
like yahooooooooooooooooooo.!
tp yelaa. sekarang lah kan. nanti kalo ada tgjwb, terkahwin ke, ekonomi rumah tgga xok ka... xjd payah pulak kan??
adoiiii.
i live for today. tomorrow tomorrow punya cita. =D. buleh tara tu!
teruk sungguh.
believe in qada' n qadar n.. rezeki-Nya jugak sbenaqnya.

like they said "kejayaan itu adalah apabila kita berjaya akhiri hidup kita kat dunia ni dengan la ilaha ilallah"
semoga kita berjaya okay.

u noe something?
i got problem in istiqamah...
ya Allah... payahhhhh.
serius payah...
in term of pakaian sudah la kan... bila kita pernah wore something up to date kononnya.. n skrg kita mula belajaq pakai pakaian yg proper, islamic proper i mean... n things happen bila depan mata kita tgk org pakai something look chick look stylo mylo gila... kita rasa mcm arghhhhhhh! nak jugak!
deng kan?
itu baru pakaian... belum lg part lain...
hurmmmmm..
doa yg terbaik ja la hari2. dan juga mencoba utk setia.

hey you.
yes you...
i missing you.