love life cycle

Mungkin awk xperasan. Tp dari sinilah semua ni bermula.sy engatkan awk ye?

Do you remember the nights 

We'd stay up just laughing 

Smiling for hours 

At anything 

Remember the nights..

we’ll be a dream by Demi Lovato ft The Kings

awk klaka. Kadang2 sy rasa awk sedikit poyo la. Tp sy xkesah. Kata2 awak selalu buat saya tersenyum sorg2.

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed sing like a bird

Dizzy in my head spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh you make me smile

Smile by Uncle Cracker

Bukan je sy tersenyum.. malah rasa mcm dihargai sgt.  awk caring sgt time tu. Bg support even dlm version yg sedikit perli n x serius. Awk menceriakan sy.

give me more lovin then i've ever had.

make it all better when i'm feelin sad.

tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.

make me feel good when i hurt so bad.

1234 by Plain White T’s

Bukan niat sy nk terpesong untuk sayang awk. Xsengaja. Awk la.. concern sgt. Da sy nk terperasan, nk buat mcm mana. Susah bila melibatkan perasaan ni awk tao. sy 

kompius nk gtao awk ke x..

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Falls for you by Secondhand Serenade

Tapi, sy rasa xpatut sy bgtaw awk. Mcm xreleven je. Segan. Xmasuk akal pon ade. Ye la. Setakat concern bukan bemakna awk cinta. Sy yang over. Overestimated. How come?

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

Falling for you by colbie calliat

Keputusan muktamad. Sy xperlu bgtao awk. Sy rasa awk fair. Sy tao awk treat sy mcm awk treat org laen jugak. Concern xbermaksud cinta. Sy pecaya tuh! Kadang2 terpk, penah ke awk terpk pasal sy. Kadang2 rasa... sy perlu bgtao awk perasaan sy. atleast awk tao. Ape nk jadi lepas tu, jadi la.. tp.... entah la! Susah.

I wonder if i ever cross ur mind

For me it happens all the time..

.. guess I’d rather hurt than feel nothing at all..

Need you now by Lady Antebellum

Susah tu la yg buatkan sy jadi bisu. Smpai sekarang.  tp kenapa hati sy xnk bisu jugak? Hati sy slalu kata “awk sy punya!”.  mcm ada faedah pulak...

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along, so why can't you see?

You, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me by taylor swift

Mulut bisu. Hati suka. Akal pulak sgt kuat berangan. Kalau la awk propose sy... ‘bile kite nk kawen?’ simple mcm ni, xperlu ayat jiwang.. kan best? paling koman pon, 'bile 

kita nak kapel?' cool kan?

and with indefinite fate I clutched you by the shoulder 

and said "Girl, I barely know you... 

but will you marry me?" 

marry me by Nightmare of You

angan2 je. Xmungkin la jadi kenyataan. Sy xconfident langsung. Tp, awk jgn lupa sy ye. Sbb sy sayang awk. Xkesah la atas nama ape hubungan kita. Even sebagai seorang kawan. Ye?

And at last

All the pictures have been burned

all the past

Is just a lesson that we've learned

I won't forget

please don’t forget, us

Don't forget by Demi Lovato

Agak sengsara la hati bila sy terlalu pkkan pasal ni. Tp bila sy pk balek, sy sedar sape sy,n sedar sape yg start dlu, sy terima semua ni. Mungkin dah ditakdirkan awk bukan untuk sy, dan sy bukan untuk awk.

The emptiness will fill your soul with sorrow

'Cause it's not what you make it's what you leave..

..And she screams why oh why

I said I don't know

The catastrophic hymns from yesterday

Of misery

Misery by Greenday