hitam puteh version of aziah

Kadang-kadang aku rasa aku nih bengong. I mean some part of my appearance. Em.. kejap bertudung kejap x.. pegi klas bertudung, hangout lepak2, leisure, x pakai pulak tudung. Bengong. Hm, ramai yg mempersoalkan kehipokritan spesies aku. Dan aku admit aku bengong. Nawaitu nk berubah ada.. tp action xdak. Kata seorang kawan aku, kalu jadi mcm nih, kena rawat hati dulu. Bila hati dah ok, baru tindakan tuh akan dbuat. Mungkinkah?... ish.. betol la. Dia baca buku as a reference kowt!

[ abes tuh awat x berubah? 100%. Hah?? Bila nk rawat hati nyer?? Marah nih! ]

Aku taw aziah…  tp tah la.. give me time?

[ ntah??! Time! There’s no time 4 u I guess. U should back to basic aziah… Agama. Iman. Hukum. Sort of dats ]

Tp org yg pakai tudung skarang pun mcm x pakai ja? What the different?

[ sory?... what do u mean by that? ]

Fashion skang la. yang besanggul rambut tinggi2 tu la.. pastuh pakai tudung. Nmpak mcm bonggol kat kepala tu la…dalam al-Quran kata salah satu tanda akhir zaman bilamana perempuan bertudung tp nmpak mcm x. bila bertudung tp nmpak mcm bonggol2 unta kat kepala diorng tuh. Suma dr my reading la. Bonggol kat kepala seolah2 nk menunjuk kat org yang rambut kita pnjg kan….  I dun no. mayb some part of fashion.  So, lelaki pon boleh imagine, owh, sanggul dia besar.. sure rmbut dia pnjang.. sexy! Kan? Even skrg mmg ada jual snggul palsu, If I not mistake. Juz got it from my reading. Not 100% confirm. So, what the different? Mayb dats da point I’m being dat bengong.  Hipokrit. X wear tudung. Maybe!

[ u noe wat the different? @least… dorg cover. Smell maybe! But u??? think about it. 1 more point… since u feel the level of hypocrite between x wear tudung with wear tudung + sanggul is same, dun follows them! As simple as dat! U get it? ]

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[u lost! Loser…..]

I am….