guilty pleasure

u, i tao i kejam. memang sgt xpatut ape yg i dah buat kat u. or sape2 je yg i kenal virtually kat social network ni. i rasa mcm nk delete je semua mende alah ni so dat i xselfish, xkejam, n xmaenkan perasaan org. ye i kejam pakej selfish skali bile searching for scandal without telling anybody who am i. i bukan nk cari scandal sbenanya! it was happened spontaneously! klu i nk cari scandal, bukan u sorg i layan..
sampai bile2 pon i xkan lupa i tipu sumbody yg betol2 concern pasal i.. yg i da betunang. damn! u tao kenape i tipu u?... i takot! i takot u syg i... u xkenal i. kalo u kenal i, i xrase u suke i.. sory sygs. it was my damn stupid experience. i xwat mende nih kalo xpenah jadi kat i. i takot u syg i, n i takot i syg u terlebih jugak.. at 1 time bile rahsia nih semua tebongkar, n mende lame jadik kat i... saket u! serius saket. i takot nk amek risiko tu. i mang pengecut! bile ada term "tunang" i feel secure even terbatas semua. tp u xpenah kisah pon i betunang ke x. u syg i n get ready for the time i'l get ''married''.then u'l leave me. it is totally crazy sygs!

currently u kusut. i xtao knape. i rasa besalah sgt. u tinggalkan i with

apiss: nope

apisss: i xok

apisss: sngt2 xok

apisss: i xpnah rase camnie

apisss: dis is the 1st tyme

apisss: damn la

ye... i xtao wats da problem.. i xnk tnya lebih2. u need ur space. i noe. n i dun wanna disturb u. tp i cuak. sbb i ke.. sbb tuh i rasa i sgt kejam. sory u... my bad~ my very2 bad i rasa mcm i nih sakit jiwa sbenanya. need for psikiatri specialist. damn!

untuk u.

dun luv me too much sbb i takot u'll hate me damn much. 

the reason is there!

kenape mesti i ada follower??? i xpenah invite sape2 pon. perlu ke org tao i tgh gile skang?!

sory... my bad.